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    December 23

    Christmas TIma Again

     
    EXTREME
     
    Christmas Time Again
     
    Christmas always goes too fast
    It's up to us make it last
    And all I want for Christmas is love
    Come that morning and I see you smile
    It only lasts a little while
    How come we seem to push it all aside

    Don't you know that it's
    Christmas time again
    I'm happy for you
    You know it comes and goes
    So let's pretend that it'll last all year

    Seem it seems to disappear
    It brings us towards it leaves a tear 
    The day is done but spirit should remain
    It's times like these we need a change
    I care enough to rearrange
    I'll make sure it'll last all year

    (Don't you know that it's)
    Christmas time again
    I'm happy for you
    You know it comes and goes
    So let's pretend it'll last (all year)
    (Oh Christmas)
     
    La la la la
    La la la la
    La la la la
    La la la la

    Got to give a little more
    Remember what we're thanking for
    All my love, my kind
    Let's pretend just this time
    Let's keep the flow this time
    That our Christmas will last all year

    (Don't you know that it's)
    Christmas time again
    I'm happy for you
    You know it comes and goes
    So let's pretend it'll last (all year)
    (Oh Christmas)

    Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
    Born is the king of ISRAEL

    Happy X-Mas

     
    So this is Christmas
    And what have you done
    Another year over
    A new one just begun
    So this is Christmas
    I hope you have fun
    The near and the dear one
    The old and the young
     
    So a very Merry Christmas
    And a Happy New Year
    Let's hope it's a good one
    Without any fear
     
    So this is Christmas
    For the weak and the strong
    For rich and the poor ones
    The world is so wrong
    So Happy Christmas
    For black and for white
    For yellow and red ones
    Let's stop all the fight
     
    A very Merry Christmas
    And a Happy New Year
    Let's hope it's a good one
    Without any fear
     
    And so this is Christmas
    And what have we done
    Another year over
    And a new one just begun
    And so Happy Christmas
    We hope you have fun
    The near and the dear one
    The old and the young
     
    A very Merry Christmas
    And a Happy New Year
    Without any fear
     
    War is over if you want it
    War is over now
     
    Happy Christmas
     
    ---John Lennon
     
     
     
    December 22

    Do They Know It's Christmas

     
    Let those who need to remember the time of giving.
    December 20

    The Wrestler and Beyond The Mat

    The past few days I have heard about this movie starring Mickey Rourke and Marissa Tomei called The Wrestler, which is getting very good early reviews, and already having Rourke as an Oscar nod for Best Actor.
     
    As one who had followed the sport since I was around fourteen, and through the years watched WWF and AWA (All-American Wrestling. Here's the kicker folks: AWA was based out of Minneapolis, and was shown nationally on some insignificant and upstart all-sports 24/7 channel called ESPN back in the 1980s), well the premise is for me, for a lack of a better phrase. From what I understand, it may give Rourke a second chance at stardom.
     
    All I really know is Rourke's character is a former 80's wrestler who goes from being A-List to probably C-List.  One of those stars who everyone knows who used to be famous, but couldn't keep it going. He's down on his luck, and of course somehow manages to find a way to make himself relevant again. Issues with his kid, trying to live...you know the basic premise.
     
    As a kid, I kind of had an idea who Mickey Rourke was, and it seemed he was always in movies that I was disinterested in, or I was too young to understand. Then somehow, he just kind of disappeared off the face of the earth.
     
    From what I'm reading about this movie, it's kind of like Rocky Balboa, but in some ways, seedier.  The ending I hear, is not exactly a happy one. Supposedly, it feels almost like a documentary (more on an excellent wrestling documentary in a moment). For someone like me who at one time lived and breathed watching this stuff, knowing some of the behind the scene stuff, the lingo (thanks to the internets in the late 90's), I'm one of the obvious target audiences.
     
    However, if it is getting Oscar buzz, that's something. Almost a year and a half ago, one of my favorite wrestlers killed his family and himself. It was really the last time I cared about the sport/entertainment. This could possibly be what Rocky was to the boxing industry, if the buzz is true.
     
    I mentioned documentary-like quality, and I'd actually like to address this, because about a dacade ago, a small indie documentary called Beyond The Mat was released. It managed to be in Sioux Falls, and my friends and I went to it on the first night in town. Believe it or not, the theater was packed. Granted, it wasn't one of the theaters that would pack people in to see Star Wars or something on opening day, but I was surprised.
     
    Basically, the filmaker followed the lives of several wrestlers. One was an up and comer who never made it due to injury. The rest were household names for the most part. Terry Funk (if you saw Roadhouse. he's the guy who got knocked out by the polar bear), Jake "The Snake" Roberts, and Mick Foley (aka Mandkind).
     
    At the time, Terry Funk was considering knee surgery (at age 54), and still wanted to wrestle. What is revealing is when he is confronted by the surgeon, he is told that he has the knees of an 80-year old man.
     
    Jake Roberts story is incredibly tragic, and may mirror The Wrestler from what I've read of that film's plot. Jake was a fan favorite in the 80's who used to have a boa constrictor named Damien in which he would drape on his victims after he defeated them.
     
    However, the Jake we see in the documentary is one of a drug addicted, bitter man who is estranged with his daughter. At one point, the narrator states that Jake goes to find more heroin before continuing to film. The man is reunited with his father, and for the brief time they are together, they do not utter a word on camera to each other.
     
    Mick Foley at the time of the documentary is in the prime of his popularity. He is for the most part, a fan of wrestling who made it in the sport. However, like Funk, his path in the sport was brutal on the extreme side.
     
    The pivitol part with Mick, however is when he is shown the footage of a Pay Per View match that shows the reactions of his wife and child to the brutality he is facing at the time of the match. All he could say was, "I'm a poor father."
     
    That's what intrigues me with The Wrestler. It's almost like Hollywood might have gotten a clue and that the sport shouldn't be lampooned in movies, but taken seriously.  Perhaps it's because darker, realistic stories are more common these days.
    December 19

    Untitled

    W h *A* t
    (k) I (s) (s)
    N e v e r e n d i n g
    T u r b u l a n t
    E v e r l a s t i n g
    b l i z z a R d
     
    Falling lightly
    To the ground
    A light layer coats the ground
     
    So softly
    So gently
    There's no sound as it falls
     
    The air
    Crisp and clean
    So still
     
    Pretty mounds
    Of fluffy white snow
    Make it all so beautiful
     
    As the wind picks up I see
    The pretty sculptures disappear
    Reforming rebulding
    Into something more
     
    The once soft pretty snowflakes
    Turn to weapons lashing on my skin
    It is cold the biting wind as I open my door
     
    I look outside my window
    I see nothing but white
    The house creaks as the wind blows
    I see treelimbs shear off laden with snow
    Powerlines laden with ice
    Drifts filling the street
     
    As I drive home from work
    Was told to go right home
    Took three to navigate
    To keep us on the road
    Watched a fool speed right by
    Only to see him half mile in a ditch
     
    Will it be just like last week?
    The exits closed
    To where no one can go nowhere
    To be trapped in a frozen hell
    To repeat it over again
     
    I watch it fall so lightly to the ground
    December 16

    Split Second

    Split Second
     
    I see the light at the end of the tunnel
    As my brain shuts down
    Due to a lack of oxygen
    My heart stops pumping
    My lungs stop breathing
     
    I hear muffled voices saying hang on
    My breathing is shallow
    My head is pounding with
    The sound of my heart beating
    I cannot speak I cannot move
     
    I feel tingles in my toes
    And in my fingers
    I feel like I'm in a pool
    I see it red
    Laying there it is amazing
    Of what thoughts go through your head
     
    I hear the voices and sirens
     "We're losing him!"
    "Come on kid!
    LIVE!"
     
    I remember flying out of the car
    Like a missle that landed poorly
    My broken body on the asphalt
    I felt my bones break
     
    Eight miles from home two from the exit!
    I didn't compensate for my speed
    I told her I was just fine
    But I told her I was okay
    Even though she offered a bed
    But in my state I wanted her
    But not the bed she offered
     
    We drank the night away
    Something we started after work
    To cool off from the trenches
     
    It only takes a split second to make a choice
     
    ---To my friend Adam
    1974-1996

    Window

    Window
     
    I hear the noises from the outside
    Some of them amuse me greatly
    I chirp and talk to the birds
    Paw as I try to touch them
     
    I wish I could bat them around
    Jump and try to catch them
    But even though I'm seemingly caged
    I know no harm will come to me
     
    Sometimes I lay to feel the sunshine
    Sometimes I sleep at the base of the window
    Sometimes I sit just to look out
    My gateway to the world
     
    There is a moving box that stops in front of my window
    Some double doors open and then I see
    I jump down and run toward the door
    As I hear jingling keys
     
    I sit and call out a greeting
    Sometimes I'm welcomed right away
    Other times it takes a little longer
    But my prescence is always acknowledged...
     
    Where he goes I will follow
    Down the hall to where he goes
    Watching in fascination and I keep on
    Voicing my opinion
     
    Sometimes I hide for fun
    Then I hear a noise
    And come out running
     
    When the lights go out at night
    Sometimes I go to my window
    To look outside into the night
     
    Sometimes when it's cold
    I wander in and I find a window
    Of opportunity and curl myself
    Snug beside you
    With love
    December 13

    Winter Banshee

    Winter Banshee
     
    Calm before the storm
    It is early evening now time to prepare
    TIme to stoke the fire
    Time to keep yourself warm
     
    What happens first from the impending storm
    Is it the wind or the snow?
    Does it come howling?
    Or does it fall gently
     
    Either way I feel my world
    Being battered and bruised
    By the elements of mother nature
     
    SNOW!
    WIND!
    BITING COLD!
     
    Like a banshee I hear the wind whipping
    The fluffy snow around to where it sounds like rain
    Howling like a coyote
    The banshee brings her chilly breath
    Freeze everything
    That she touches
     
    (spoken)
     
    If you're outside in the snow
    Feel her breath take yours away
    Feel your skin burn
    Moist from the snow
    Feel it crystalize
    As it goes numb
     
    (end spoken)
     
    She lashes out
    Tries to break into warm hovels
    And the caves our ancestors
     
    On the open plain
    Her breath has no limits
    Whipping in the valleys
     
    See her angels fall
    Calm before the storm

    From The Freezer To The Oven And Back Again

    Ugh.
     
    It's not going to be warm the next week or so, kiddies. Not one bit. Supposedly, starting tonight, I have a blizzard, and if I needed to freeze some steaks or something, I could just put them on my deck and not worry about putting them in the freezer.
     
    Two Presidential cycles ago, I was in Australia getting sunburned, scuba diving off the Reef, drinking lots of beer, and taking off clothes to feel comfortable. I spent a good chunk of November 2000 in weather of 90+F with humidity of 100%. When I came home in early December, it was -20F in Sioux Falls.  And guess what?  My roomate forgot my coat in Vermillion!
     
    I kid you not, I wore two sweatshirts (or if that wasn't an option, at least three t-shirts and a sweatshirt) for at least a month. Then again, when I went to Oz, it was 20F here, and when I landed in LA, it was about 65F.  Not too bad there. I didn't go outside when I was in Sydney the first time, because I had to catch my flight to Cairns (pronnounced cans with a slight long a to it). When I landed there, I was wearing jean jacket and jeans.  It was a shock to my system to be sure.
     
    One thing I noticed when I was in the tropics is, after awhile, you just stopped showering, unless you just want to cool off. Because ten seconds after you get out and wipe yourself off, you're soaked in sweat again.
     
    Most of my clothes consisted of very thin troppo shirts, light khaki shorts, and sandals. After all, you're just sweating. However, considering this is the Christmas Season, one thing struck me as total wrong when I was in the tropics.
     
    How could anyone in that kind of weather have the courage to wear a full-blown Santa Claus suit? Not only that, seeing "reindeer" and no snow? My fellow American and Canadian travel members would all just say, "This is so wrong".
     
    Eight years later (and for the most part every winter since that trip), I wish I could be Down Under during this time of year. Hell, if I would win the lottery, I'd prolly move there..:).
     
    But alas, some cold air is coming my way, and I'm gonna freeze. At least I can crawl under the covers and read a book.

    Crybaby

    Crybaby
     
    (The ME Syndrome)
     
    Crybaby crybaby crybaby
    Cry Cry
    Crybaby crybaby crybaby
    Cry Cry
     
    It all revolves around me
    I only want the ball
    I only want the spotlight!
    It's all about me and not the team
    When I don't get it
     
    I rip you apart
    In the media
     
    When I get the ball I am happy
    But when I'm not recognized
    I just become a
     
    Crybaby crybaby crybaby
    Cry Cry
     
    I don't like being left out
    I'm the one who makes you great
    The only reason we didn't win the big one
    Is because you gave up!
     
    I rip you apart in the media
    To salve my ego
    I called you gay and a weakling
    Now I'm on a team who understands me
    NOT!
     
    Dysfunctional!
     
    When I get the ball I'm happy
    Cuz I can say that it was me who won the game
    But when I'm not
    When I'm not
    Happy
    I'll gladly call you out
     
    It's your own fault
    Being selfish
    Why do you have to be just for me?
    (Can you hear me cry)
     
    CRY CRY CRY
    Cry me a river
    CRY CRY CRY
    Cry me a river
     
    Baptise yourself in your own sorrow
    Of selfishness!
     
    (boo hoo hoo hoo)
    Dedicated to Dallas Cowboys wide receiver Terrell Owens
     
    December 07

    Bon Jovi Video Of The Day: 12/7/08

    Considering that Bon Jovi came from Jersey, there is so much Springsteen in this song.
     
     
     
    December 06

    Fail Of The Century

    Fail Of The Century
     
    You fucked up and came
    To Washington
    Holding your hats in your hand
    While you flew on private jets
    And people you employ lose their jobs?
     
    (bail me out)
    Can I have a do-over
    (bail me out)
    Can I have a do-over
    (bail me out)
    Can I have a do-over
     
    BAIL ME OUT!
     
    I wish I could have a do-over
    And be a part of the bail-out plan
    Part of the plan
    Part of the plan
    I'm not part of the plan!
     
    (bail me out)
    People are losing jobs
    And getting kicked out of their homes
    And yet you come to me
    Begging the people's money to
    Help bail you out
     
    You're so pathetic
    You're so pathetic
    You're so pathetic
    I'm apathetic
    Bail me out!
    Bail me out!
     
    Why not use the millions of your salaries
    To help yourself?
    Instead of asking me to bail your ass out?
     
    You don't live in reality
    Of the normal human
    You don't know
     
    Bail
    Me
    Out!

    Patterns

    Patterns
     
    Something I noticed tonight
    As I prepared my bed for the night
    I noticed how I laid my blankets about
    Tucked them in, and noticed a trend
    I noticed the love
     
    The bottom blanket that I hug so close had an embroidery
    The one I got from my family upon graduation
    It's so warm and bulky and if I could sew it into a housecoat
    It would be great, but it's not it's fate
    The next of the sheets a friend made for me
    Her present for my same graduation
    It has the symbols of Green Bay
    The next layer was given two years ago
    A Christmas exchange tradition
    Of wild animal skin depictions
     
    The next layer depicts of wolves in the night
    It's made of wool and feels so right
    But not that tight
    The final layer is a heavy quilt
    Something I bought at Wal-Mart
    The pattern is kind of boring to me
    It keeps me warm
    Sometimes patterns mean so much
    If you look down and see the touch
    And feel the touch
    And feel the love
    Of warmth
    And love

    OJ Contained

    Fifteen Years. Nine untill first parole. Maximum sentance: Thirty-three years.
     
    Karma.
     
    Unless we start to hear stories of Orenthal James Simpson's life in prison on a daily reel, I hope that this is the end of this drama.  I watched the video of him pleading, and frankly, it *IS* sad.
     
    Sad for the fact that a man who is a Hall of Famer, still holds the most rushing yards in NFL history. He had a somewhat successful acting career, and also was for a time a very good NFL analyst/reporter gig.
     
    Now, justice is served.
     
    In the 1994-95 trial, watching that fiasco saw him smirking, and in years to come, he was golfing, even after losing the civil suit, it was like he was laughing at the justice system.
     
    I think perhaps the biggest mistake he made prior to the Las Vegas thing, was his attempt to write a theorical tell-all If I Did It, about if he actually committed the crime. That's ego at it's finest. Not.  Stupidity is more like it.
     
    Watching him plead "I'm sorry" was so phony to me. Granted, I AM biased here, but just watching him when the sentance was given, I felt sorry for him.
     
    To watch an icon like this take fourteen years to fall from grace.
     
    May have God have Mercy on a sorry excuse of your soul.

    Teardrops In The Rain

    Teardrops In The Rain
     
     
    He who will be born
    Is the one who we celebrate
    The one who will save us all
     
    The teachngs He gave us
    Are the lessons learned in life
    I remember them well
     
    But when He gives His life in sacrifice
    The tears on his face are not from pain
    But from joy
     
    Our sins are cleansed away
    Like teardrops in the rain
    He cries for us
    Taking away our pain
     
    Rejoice on the night that the Son is born
    Three Wise Men witness the Miracle
    In the Manger on a Silent Holy Night
     
    Noel Noel
    Noel Noel
    Welcome to the world
    Son of Israel